Title:
Popping the Question
Author:
Emmyjean
Classification: H/G, humor
Rating:
PG
Summary:
Nothing can ever be easy when it comes to dealing with the Weasleys - particularly not something that most people
wouldn’t consider an easy thing to do in the first place. One cold November evening, Harry learns the
hard way the true meaning of “close-knit”.
Author’s Notes: This is a little something I half-wrote while
I was in
~~
Harry stood on the
walkway about ten feet from the front door of the Burrow...he was not going to
back down now. He’d made a decision, and
that was that. It was no use disgracing
the name of Gryffindor by turning tail and running, even though half the
disgrace was already done owing to the fact that he wanted nothing more at that
moment than to do just that. Taking a
breath and steeling himself, he reasoned it out once more as he took the last
few yards to the house.
Of course she’d
say yes...why wouldn’t she? True, they’d
only come back together a few weeks ago – after it was finally safe to do so -
but what was a few weeks of formalities when they’d
been in love for years? Well, he thought
contritely, she’d been in love for
years. He was new to these
feelings...compared to her, that is.
He’d only been in love with her for half that time. True, he’d only just definitively admitted as
much on Halloween...but had he? Stopping
just as he was about to knock, he furrowed his brows and thought hard. Come to think of it, he couldn’t recall ever
having told her he loved her...he’d said something along those lines. Hadn’t he?
Surely she got the idea...she knew he wasn’t much for expressing himself
well.
Didn’t she?
Just as he was
about to reconsider and pull out his wand to disapparate,
the door flew open and he was confronted with the sight of Ginny herself. She wasn’t looking at him, however...she was
yelling back over her shoulder at someone he presumed to be Mrs. Weasley.
“Alright, Mum...I’ll tell her to just
have it delivered when it’s ready and have done with it! Honestly,” she went on a bit more quietly as
she yanked a green plaid hat down over her head, “I don’t know why it has to be
such a...oof!”
She let out a soft
grunt as she slammed headfirst into his chest.
He caught her arms to keep her from falling, and then she peered up into
his face...although she had to lift her chin irregularly due to the fact that
the hat was right at her eyeline.
“Harry! What are you doing here?”
“I, um...” he
began, and then found he wanted to vomit all of a sudden. Her warm brown eyes had never looked so intimidating to him as they did at that moment,
half-hidden and inquisitive. She looked
at once frightening and utterly adorable. He couldn’t tell if she was frowning
or not - her eyebrows were covered - as she asked,
“Aren’t you
supposed to be at work until six?”
He nodded, then
cast a quick glance over her head into the kitchen...Mrs. Weasley
wasn’t within view, but he could hear her cluttering around in there, and he
didn’t want her to see him just yet. If
he was distracted or delayed, he’d lose his nerve. Setting his jaw, he reached out and grabbed
Ginny’s shoulder, pulling her outside to stand on the front porch with
him.
“Listen,
Ginny...yes, normally I’m at work until later, but...”
“Did you get off
early? Well, dinner’s not for another
hour or so, but if you want...”
“Ginny,” he
interrupted in a voice meant to shush her, “Hold on. There’s...I left work early so that I could
talk to you before everyone else gets here.”
“Who’s everyone?”
she asked, and now her tone told him she was frowning. He smiled humorlessly and replied,
“Well...Ron,
basically.”
She remained
silent, but looked at him as though he might be coming down with
something...and he would be any moment if they had to stand for any longer than
they already had in the frigid November air.
It was already starting to snow a little. He took a breath and admitted quietly, “These
last few weeks have been...Ginny, they’ve been the
best of my life.”
She smiled then
and replied, “Mine too, Harry. But you don’t
have to keep saying it, you know.”
“What?”
“Well,” she
shrugged, rubbing his arm fondly, “I’m not high-maintenance. We just talked about this the other night,
remember, and you said the same thing...well, basically, that is...”
“Ginny,” he
interrupted again, recalling with irony the fact that he hadn’t believed Ron
when he’d told him quiet little Ginny was a motormouth
all those years ago, “Wait a minute...there’s more. I wanted to tell you...er,
ask you...I mean, if...”
Just as he was
about to get to the point, a loud bang sounded that caused Ginny to jump and
Harry to instinctively pull out his wand.
He was frowning deeply, his eyes alertly darting around, until they
finally rested inquisitively on Ginny...who was rolling her eyes under her hat
and sighing. Before he could ask any of
the questions that leapt to his mind, they heard some muttering about ‘that
bloody car’, and then Mr. Weasley came trudging
around the corner. Harry relaxed and put
his wand away as Mr. Weasley looked up and caught
sight of them. Smiling, he walked over
and said,
“Well, Harry! You’re here early tonight! Where’s Ron?
Or...that’s right, maybe you’re not here for
Ron?”
Harry felt his
face getting hot and glanced at Ginny...who was no help. She looked as though she wanted the answer as
much as her father did. Clearing his
throat, he replied, “Er...he’s...still at work. He should be coming ‘round soon.”
Mr. Weasley nodded, thankfully choosing not to question him any
further as he pulled off his hat and shook out what hair he had left. “Right...well, if you see him before I do,
will you tell him I have some things to talk to him about? Work-related, of course.”
Harry nodded,
feeling sure that if his plan went the way he wanted from this moment on, no
one would see him or Ginny for the remainder of the evening. Watching as Mr. Weasley
walked away, Harry thought about how odd it was that the idea of Ginny being
with him was a relatively new one to a lot of people. They hadn’t been very public about the fact
that they’d been together at the tail end of his sixth year...Harry had been
worried about the wrong people finding out, and so no one had talked about it
much. The people who did know about it
didn’t really take it seriously...why would they? They’d been so young at the time that no one
would think it anything more than any other teenaged relationship. Turning back to Ginny and feeling slightly
queasy, he
asked,
“What was I
saying?”
She thought for a
moment and replied, “Um...you had something to say to me or ask me or something
like that.”
Harry nodded. “Right...well, I do.”
She stared for a
moment, and then said slowly, “Okay...go ahead then.”
Harry felt like he
was drowning. Alright, he thought
testily, how hard could this be? He just
had to tell her what he was feeling, that was all. Taking a breath, he stepped a bit closer to
her, and relished the sight of her cheeks turning rosier than they already were
from the cold. Feeling warmed slightly,
he said in a low voice,
“Ginny...when I told you that I...still care about you...”
He trailed off,
unsure of how to go on. He’d never done
this before. She looked up at him and
prompted mildly, “Yes?”
He went on, “You
know...in that way...I meant it.”
She smiled
slightly. “I would hope so.”
He shook his head
slightly. “Right...well, yeah, I
do. This...what I mean to say is...”
“Hallo ‘allo ‘allo! Wha’ do we ‘ave ‘ere?” resounded a very
obnoxious, fake Cockney voice. He saw
Ginny cringe even as she smiled, and then turned to behold Fred striding up the
path. Harry knew that if he’d ever come
close to cursing someone for no good reason, it was nothing compared to how he
felt right now. With half his mind
trying to come up with something good into which he could transfigure Fred for
just a few minutes so that he could finish what he wanted to do, he
unconsciously stepped back a bit from Ginny.
“La clandestine
rendezvous, pair’aps?” Fred teased...unfortunately
having dropped the cockney accent in favor of a French one. Ginny poked his chest, hard.
“Go away, monsieur,” she retorted, “We’re in the
middle of something!”
“Oooh!” Fred cooed, his eyes widening, “Wait
until I tell Mum what Harry’s plotting to do with her ickle
Ginny! Naughty,
naughty!”
“Fred, grow up!”
Ginny raised her voice, and finally he backed down.
“Alright,
alright,” he muttered as he walked away, winking, “I’ll leave you to it, then.”
As the door
slammed again, Ginny turned back to Harry and said, “Sorry...you know how he
is.”
“Where’s George?”
Harry asked, glancing around as though expecting him to drop from the sky, and
Ginny shrugged.
“I don’t know,
actually. Must still
be closing up shop.”
At the idea that
they would have to go through a similar episode with George in a moment, Harry
grabbed Ginny’s hand and pulled her behind him across the yard.
“Where are we
going?” she asked, trying her best to keep up.
He replied over his shoulder,
“Just...somewhere
more quiet.”
He pulled her
right to the tool shed, which thankfully had a door he could close behind
them. After he had, he realized it was
nearly pitch black in the shed...he could just make out Ginny’s face by the
light of a single small window on one side.
He felt frustrated...this wasn’t exactly what he’d always imagined this
would be like. Nevertheless, she stood waiting
patiently, and he wasn’t about to give up now.
“Ginny...listen. When I told you I cared about you, I wasn’t
being very honest.”
Even in the
darkness, he could see her face fall, and he cursed himself for allowing his
words to come out so badly.
“No...” he began,
reaching for her, but was startled into jumping back again by the door flying
open and bathing them in light...George was now standing in the doorway,
looking as shocked as Harry felt. Damn!
“Oops!” George
exclaimed, quickly recovering from his surprise and grinning,
“Didn’t mean to...interrupt. I was just
looking for something we need for the shop...I think I left it in here.”
Ginny, who was now
looking very upset, scowled and snapped, “Well, hurry up! Can’t anyone get any privacy around here!?”
George’s eyebrows
flew up as he scanned the various shelves with his wand illuminated. “Touchy!
And you should know that no, no one can
get privacy in this house. Haven’t you
lived here long enough to know that?”
Ginny tutted, and thankfully George found what he was looking for
rather quickly. Turning back to them, he
grinned evilly and said, “Oh, and Harry...if she comes back into the house with
any of her clothes on inside-out -
even a sock - we’ll have to cripple you.
See you!”
With that, he
slammed the door behind him, and Harry turned quickly back to Ginny, who was
looking miserable. “Ginny...hold on,
that came out all wrong.”
“Really?” she
asked, an edge to her voice, “Well, I have to tell you that I’m not sure
anything has come out at all, and I wish you’d get to the point! It’s freezing, and I have errands to run.”
He winced even as
he was reminded of why he loved her so much...she never let him get away with
anything. “I’m just not very good at all
this.”
“All what?”
He looked into her
eyes and said, “What I meant to say was that...well, I don’t just care about
you. It’s...not enough to say that.”
“It...it isn’t?” she asked, her voice softer as she stepped closer
to him. He could now smell her hair, and
went to run his fingers through it...only he didn’t get that far before the
door flew open again. He sighed and
turned, ready to tell George in no polite terms to bloody clear off...when his
mouth slammed shut again just in time.
It wasn’t George at all...it was Mr. Weasley.
“What’s going on
out here, then?” he asked, his voice puzzled and a tad loud. Harry glanced at Ginny, who looked as
surprised as he probably did, and replied,
“N...nothing. I was just...I mean, we were just talking.”
Mr. Weasley glanced toward the house, and then leaned in as he
said, “Well, I reckon you can finish the conversation in full view of the
kitchen windows, can’t you? It’s
just...well, it looks dodgy, you two in here in the dark and all. Ginny, your Mum wouldn’t like it.”
Harry frowned,
quite sure that if Mrs. Weasley had any idea what he
was about to do, she would already be flooing people
to break the good news. Assuming there
would be good news, that is. He
suspected the suggestion had more to do with certain people wanting to spy on
them, and although he didn’t appreciate this, there was nothing he could do
about it. He couldn’t exactly tell
Ginny’s father to bloody clear off.
“Yes, sir,” he
reluctantly replied, and Ginny sighed lightly as she followed the two men out
of the shed. Once in the air again,
Harry could see that Mr. Weasley looked quite
uncomfortable...and he suspected the poor man had been forced to come out
there.
“Well,” he said,
clasping his hands behind his back and edging away, “I’ll be getting back, then...er, don’t forget your
errands, Ginny.”
Ginny shook her
head, and then he was gone...and Harry turned back to her once again.
“I’m going to
perform a nasty spell on the next person who interrupts me,” he declared
angrily to her, and she smiled impatiently.
“Well, if you’d
hurry up and spit it out, whatever it is...”
“Alright,” he conceeded, then reached out and determinedly took her hand,
“Ginny...as I was saying...”
“Yes?”
“I...don’t think
my words were strong enough before.”
“They weren’t?”
she asked, her eyes glowing with hope and no little amount of awe. Just then, she reminded him of herself as
she’d been for the entire first four years of their association...and he was
glad that he could still see it. He
shook his head gravely, and lifted his other hand to lightly grasp her chin.
“What I really
mean, Ginny, is...I lo-”
They heard a door
slam in the distance and then a voice yelling, “What in bloody hell is going on
out here?”
Harry felt his
blood chill, and then begin to boil as he dropped both hands from where they
were touching Ginny and turned to find Ron striding from the house, a mighty
scowl on his face. Harry didn’t know
whether he wanted to escape through the small window at the back of the shed or
tackle him, but he didn’t have much time to decide. In the end, he decided the best course of
action would be to simply stand still.
Funnily enough, he moved to stand in front of Ginny in what could only
be described as a protective stance...and by the looks of it, it was necessary. Ron was ready to kill.
“Ginny, what are
you still doing here?” he snapped as he approached, “Weren’t you supposed to be
doing something for Mum?”
“Ron,” Ginny
retorted in a dangerously soft tone, “I’ll thank you to keep your overly-long
nose out of my business.”
Ron’s eyes
flashed, and Harry chose suddenly to be the diplomatic one...and also came to
the conclusion that what he wanted to say to Ginny had no hope of coming out
the way he wanted anymore, with all these interruptions, and that it might be
better in the end if he had a chance to talk to Ron first. Turning to face her, he said, “Ginny...why
don’t you just go on and do what you have to do? I’ll be here when you get back.”
Her eyes clouded
with incredulousness and she demanded, “What!?”
He shook his head,
his eyes pleading with her to understand why he was leaving her hanging like
this, and explained, “It’s just...I have a few things I have to...er, discuss with Ron.”
As he said his
name, Harry turned to glare at his best friend...who returned the stare with
equal vehemence. Ginny, perceptive as
she was, missed the glance, proceeded to push roughly
past them both and with much grumbling walked swiftly out the gate and down the
road which led to town. Harry was glad
she’d apparently decided against apparating, as it
probably wouldn’t have given him enough time with Ron.
She probably
wanted the time to cool down, which was never a bad thing as far as Harry was
concerned. As soon as she was out of
earshot, Ron snapped, “Alright, what in bloody hell is happening out here?”
Harry narrowed his
eyes. “Well, nothing, thanks to you.”
“What’s that
supposed to mean?”
“First of all...”
“I mean, they told
me you were in the toolshed a minute ago! You do
know what that looks like?”
“Yeah, I do!” Harry
spat, “And although it’s probably not an accurate representation of what was
going on, I don’t know why you’re acting so bloody surprised! This is not new, alright?”
“Look, mate,” Ron
began, lowering his voice, “When I said, again, that I was alright with you and
Ginny carrying on...well, I thought I told you my conditions stood!”
“What conditions?”
“That you take
it...somewhere else! Do I have to hear
bawdy jokes about it when I get home from work?
Does it have to happen right under my nose?”
Harry cast a
nervous look at the house and could have sworn he could see shadows in the
kitchen window. Impatiently, he
interrupted, “Let’s get back inside.”
“You want to have
it out in the house?” Ron asked, momentarily confused.
“No...in the shed. Come on,”
he clarified as he shoved Ron towards the decrepit little structure and ushered
him inside. Harry decided it might be
brighter – and safer – to at least leave the door open while they talked. Turning to Ron and shivering, he continued, “Look,
I don’t want to argue with you right now.
I’m sorry they’re taking the mickey out of you,
it...well, it’s blown out of proportion.
Um...still, I should...er, let you know what I
had planned. That is...so you could get
everything out now.”
“Get everything
out? What the hell do you mean?”
“Ron...you should
know that Ginny and I have been seeing a lot of each other for the past few
weeks.”
Ron stared at him
for a moment, then to Harry’s amazement blew out a breath and actually looked
relieved. “Blimey, Harry, you nearly
gave me a heart-attack. Everyone already
knows, mate.”
“Everyone...what?”
“Well, everyone
knows about you and Ginny. It’s sweet,
really.”
Harry frowned,
beginning to think the conversation was taking a turn he wasn’t going to
like. “Sweet?”
Ron shrugged. “Sure...people have been waiting for you all
to get back together...now that all that nasty stuff is cleared up.”
“Yeah,” Harry ran
a hand through his hair and, taking a breath, said as gently as he could, “Ron,
here’s the thing. I like Ginny. I like her a lot.”
Ron looked at
Harry for a few seconds, then shrugged again...only
this time, he looked a bit more wary of what Harry was trying to tell him. “Er...right,
well...that’s fine, too, I guess. Still...no need to get all
serious on me, Harry.”
“Ron...”
“I mean, the way
you came at me just now...you’d think you were going to ask her to marry you or something.”
Harry was
momentarily stunned...somehow, having it actually said out loud made it sound
crazy even to him. He didn’t know how to
proceed with this new realization, and ended up simply standing there like an
idiot with his mouth open, staring at Ron.
Ron, for his part, smiled at Harry...and then his smile faded as Harry didn’t
smile back. Watching with no small
amount of dread as Ron’s eyes grew wider and began to bug out,
Harry cleared his throat and attempted to ease the moment.
“Listen, Ron...”
“Wait a bloody
minute,” Ron cut in, his ears turning red, “You can’t really be serious?”
Harry said
nothing, merely swallowed, and his silence was as good a confirmation as he
could muster. Ron’s eyes grew wider
still.
“Are you some kind
of raving lunatic!?”
“Well...”
“You’ve only been
with her for a few weeks!”
Harry raised an
eyebrow along with his voice as he replied, “Maybe you’re the one who’s a lunatic!
We’ve been dating for years!”
Ron waved his hand
in front of his face as though he was trying to deflect that idea. “Oh, come off it...that’s not true. You broke up in sixth year...”
“Because we had to...it was never final!”
“Well, however you
want to say it! You two only just decided to pick it up again!”
Harry crossed his
arms. “Yeah...because
it’s alright now. Nothing bad’s going to happen if we do.”
Ron looked
momentarily flustered, and then he charged ahead, “Well, that’s...it’s beside
the point.”
“Is it?”
“Yes! You know what I’m getting at, Harry...you’ve
been seeing her for three weeks...and three weeks of an adult relationship isn’t nearly enough time for anything serious to
happen.”
“Oh, you don’t
think so?” Harry yelled now, angry at the entire situation and at the injustice
of having nothing in his life be easy, “Frankly, I thought you had more respect
for me – and for her – than to say something like that.”
“Say something
like what?”
“Stop playing mind
games, Ron. I’m not in the mood.”
“Oh, really? Well...”
“What on earth is
going on out here?”
They both spun
around and found Hermione standing in the doorway to the shed, her bushy hair
flying everywhere now as the wind picked up and was blowing leaves all over the
garden behind her. She was frowning at
both of them, and her eyes darted back and forth from Ron to Harry, waiting for
an answer. When she didn’t get any, she tutted and came all the way in, shutting the door behind
her.
“Hermione, open
that back up,” Ron said testily as they were all plunged into darkness once
again.
“No...I don’t want
any witnesses if someone gets killed in here.
Plus, it’s freezing out there.
Now...what is going on? I could
hear you all the way from the house!”
“Well, then you
should already know what’s going on!” Ron snapped, and even in the dark Harry
could feel Hermione’s patience strain.
“I heard shouting,
Ron, I didn’t hear words. Now, are you
going to tell me or do I have to lock this door?”
“Fine...I’ll tell
you,” Ron said angrily, “Harry wants to elope with Ginny.”
Hermione gasped,
and Harry protested irritably, “No, I don’t.
Don’t be a prat.”
“You don’t?” Ron
asked a tad hopefully, and Harry replied quickly,
“No...not if I don’t have to do it that way.”
Ron muttered
something under his breath, and Hermione asked, “So...you want to...oh, Harry,
that’s wonderful!”
“What!?” Ron barked, and
Hermione asked crossly,
“Well, what’s so
horrible about it? Yes, I think it’s
wonderful...it was meant to be from the beginning, after all.”
Ron groaned. “Hermione...don’t start...”
“It was, Ron, and
even you said that you wouldn’t mind if...”
“Hermione!”
“...if Ginny ended
up with your best mate! Why don’t you
just admit it and concede that this is what you wanted to happen all along!
Anyway, you were fine with it before...what’s changed?”
Ron sighed. “I didn’t...I mean, I suppose it isn’t the
worst thing in the world, but...bloody hell, Harry! Three measly weeks!”
Harry shoved his
hands in his pockets, suddenly becoming aware of how cold he was, and replied,
“Yeah, well...I know, it’s odd.”
“No, it isn’t!”
Hermione interrupted overenthusiastically, “Not at all! It’s perfectly normal...in fact,
it was kind of predictable...”
“Hermione, shut it, will you?” Ron shushed her, “I’m just
saying it’s rushed no matter how you look at it.”
Hermione was
silent for a moment, then turned to Harry in the dark and said, “Well...he has
a point, Harry. Do you...are you sure
you know what you’re doing? It would be
really terrible if...”
“Look,” Harry cut them
both off, wanting to pull his hair out but afraid it would make him less
attractive when he finally got around to discussing this with the only person
he’d meant to discuss it with in the first place as soon as she got back from
shopping, “It’s not like I’m making this decision on a whim, alright? I’ve thought about it...alot. I know you two don’t think so, but...I was
serious back in sixth year, I was just too young to know what it meant. I just...this feels like the right thing to
do, and I know it’s what I want. I...I
really...”
He trailed off,
unwilling or unable to say what he wanted to say in front of them. Ron seemed to relent, and Hermione patted
Harry’s arm and said, “It’s alright. We
understand. Don’t we?”
Ron shrugged, but
at least he didn’t object. Hermione
shook her head and went on, “You just...do what you need to do, Harry. You made your decision, and now she can make
hers...and no one else should have anything to say about it because it’s
nobody’s business.”
Ron snorted, but
didn’t speak. Harry felt better...but not as comfortable with the whole thing as he
would have liked. Clearing his throat,
he asked, “Er...Hermione? Would you...just give us a minute?”
Hermione nodded, then went out the door.
Before she closed it behind her, Harry could have sworn he could see her
smiling. Turning to Ron, Harry said,
“Look...no matter what Hermione says, I do think it’s your business as
well. At least...a
little.”
Ron didn’t reply,
and so Harry trudged on, “If you really disapprove, I...I’ll wait. I can’t say I won’t do it soon, because I
will, but...I’ll give it a bit more time, at least.”
At first, Harry
thought Ron was not going to respond at all...but then, to his relief, Ron
spoke. “Well...no, that’s alright. I guess it isn’t really up to me. I mean, if you’re acting like a moron, then I
trust Ginny to tell you so.”
Harry smiled, even
though this didn’t make him feel a whole lot better. As though she’d been waiting for her cue to
enter, which he sincerely hoped was not the case, Ginny barged through the
door...completely winded and out of breath.
Her cheeks were flaming, and her breath
disappeared into the frigid air in great clouds.
“Okay,” she
panted, “I ran the whole way. Now,
Ron...”
“Why didn’t you
just apparate?” Ron asked, looking at Ginny
incredulously. Ginny pulled her scarf
off of her neck and replied,
“Because...I
wanted the time to cool off.”
Just as Harry had
thought...he smiled at how well he knew her.
Ginny glanced at Ron and said, “Ron...get out.”
Ron frowned deeply,
but after one last dirty glance at the both of them, he obeyed his sister. Once they were alone, Ginny pulled her hat
off, leaving her hair endearingly mussed.
“I’m so hot.”
After he’d gotten
over his twinge of jealousy at the fact that she was hot and he was almost
frostbitten, Harry was about to reach up to stroke her hair, but then she
opened her mouth and her tone made him think that perhaps that wasn’t the best
idea.
“Alright,
then...would you mind telling me what in the world made you think you could
come here, tell me you had something urgent to say to me, and then proceed to
kick me out so that you could talk to my brother
instead?”
“I didn’t kick you
out...there was something I had talk to him about first...”
“Then why did you
even bother coming here early to see me!?” she asked, rightfully angry but
making Harry feel unjustly maligned all the same, “Why didn’t you just wait to
talk to Ron? And anyway, what IS this
about?”
“Look, if you’d
just stop shouting for one bloody minute...!”
“I’m NOT
shouting! You want me to shout?”
“NO, I do NOT want
you to shout! I’m sick of being shouted
at! I just wanted to come over here and
ask you a bloody question, for God’s sake!”
“Then ASK!”
“FINE! Do you want to get MARRIED!?”
“FINE!” she yelled
back, and then literally seemed to shrink a few inches as her face dissolved
into an expression of pure shock. “What?”
Harry imagined his
face wore a similar expression. He
couldn’t believe that was how he’d
ended up saying it...after all the preparation and practice and going over
different outcomes and how he would deal with it...this was how it had finally come out.
“What did you just
say?” she repeated, and after a moment he found his voice again. Clearing his throat, he stammered,
“I...I know it’s
not...I mean, it sounds crazy, I know. I
don’t want you to think I’m...barking mad, or anything, I just...look, when I
told you I cared about you, I came away thinking that I hadn’t been totally honest
with you. The truth is...I...I love
you.”
He let out a huge
breath as he finished saying it...he couldn’t believe how difficult that had
been. He’d never said that to anyone
before...ever. He couldn’t even remember
wanting to...and he hadn’t even particularly wanted to say it to Ginny,
either. He would have much preferred for
it to have been an understood thing, something that he wouldn’t have to say...but he knew she deserved
to hear it. That,
and maybe a small part of him had wanted to say it to her. A very small part.
As it was, she
looked as though she was about to burst into tears...only what kind of tears,
Harry didn’t know. He didn’t ask...he
figured he’d know soon enough. All he
could manage to do was stand there, stock-still, with his hands at his
sides. Finally, just as he was seriously
considering disapparating, she leapt forward and
almost knocked him down, throwing her arms around his neck.
“Oh, Harry...never
in a million years would I have EVER guessed...not right now, anyway.”
He smiled as he
wrapped his arms around her waist and held her to him, struggling to get his
wind back. “So you will?”
“No.”
His brows snapped
together. “What?”
She pulled away so
that she could look at him, but kept her hands on either side of his face. “Are you mad?
I’m too young to get married! So
are you. Anyway, we’ve only been back together for a few weeks...”
“Ginny!”
“Well, it’s the
truth!” she protested, her face still lit up in a huge grin while he didn’t
even feel remotely like smiling.
“Ginny...I...can’t
believe you just said no.”
She leaned forward
and kissed him on his jaw. “I didn’t say
no, exactly...I mean, I’m sure I will
marry you in a couple of years. After
all, I’ve only been planning the wedding my entire life.”
He frowned in
utter confusion. “Wait...I don’t understand. Are you accepting or refusing?”
She looked at him,
adoration shining in her brown eyes and warming him to his core despite the
weather, and replied, “Well...I suppose I am
accepting...on the condition that we can have a long engagement.”
Harry felt his
face finally break into a smile. “So...what about your family?”
“What about them?”
“Can we...er...tell them, and everything?”
She looked over
her shoulder in the direction of the house even though there was a wall in the
way of her view, an expression of extreme distaste on her pretty face. “Do we have to?”
Swallowing, he
replied, “Yeah...well, I mean, I’d like to.”
“You would?”
“Well...it’s just
that...if we go in there and say we’re not...going to, they’ll all think you
said no.”
“I did say no.”
“Yes, but...you
know, I mean...a proper no. Without, you
know, conditions...”
She laughed and
hugged him again. “Harry, I’m only
joking. We can tell them if you want.”
Harry smiled at
her, feeling as though he didn’t need anything else in the world to make him
the happiest he’d ever been...except perhaps a coat. Grimacing, he took her hand and said, “Come
on, let’s go in and get it over with, then.
I’m about frozen.”
“Harry!”
He
turned back around. “What?”
She quirked a brow at him.
“Aren’t you going to...you know?”
He
was lost. “What?”
She
rolled her eyes and didn’t wait for him to act before hurling herself at him
and covering his mouth with hers. He
threw his arms around her and kissed her back, almost unable to stand the
intense relief he was feeling right now at the knowledge that it was all over,
and that she had said yes.
Well,
almost yes, he thought wryly as they broke apart and she rested her face in the
crook of his neck, her hot breath warming him slightly as he hugged her closer.
“Well?”
They
both jumped...the voice had come from outside the shed. Frowning, Ginny turned and yanked open the
door to reveal Mrs. Weasley standing there with her
hands on her hips.
“Mum!”
she said, accusingly.
“What?”
“You
were eavesdropping!”
“I
was trying, but unfortunately I couldn’t hear anything over the howl of this
bloody cold wind!” Mrs. Weasley snapped back, glaring
back at her daughter, “Now are you engaged or not, because this is getting
absolutely ridiculous.”
She
directed this question at Harry, who couldn’t help smiling as he replied,
“Yeah.”
“With
conditions,” Ginny added, glancing up at him with a twinkle in her eye.
Mrs.
Weasley beamed at them for a moment before shaking
herself off and insisting, “Alright then...enough of this nonsense. Get up to the house, both of you, before that
blizzard hits. The stew is ready,
anyway.”
As
Harry led the way out of the shed clutching Ginny’s hand, he could have sworn
he saw tears swimming in Mrs. Weasley’s eyes as she
glanced fleetingly up at him. Halfway
across the yard, Ginny stopped and called back,
“Mum! Aren’t you coming!?”
“In
a minute!” came the answer, in a suspiciously choked voice, “I just need to...er...look for something in this blasted shed!”
Ginny
turned to Harry and shrugged. He smiled
down at her and said, “I guess she’s happy about it.”
All
at once, Ginny’s expression turned completely serious as she replied quietly,
“That’s because she loves you almost as much as I do.”
This
utterance hit him like a ton of bricks, and he abruptly pulled her into his
arms and stood there for a moment, holding her tightly to him, knowing that he
could express his feelings for her much more clearly through actions than he
could through words. She understood...he
knew she did. She always did. Pulling back, she smiled up at him and took
his hand as she led him the rest of the way into the Burrow.
He
knew that he would be happy spending the rest of his life following her
wherever she wanted to go.
FINIS
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